There's a few parties tonight. I rarely go out anymore, there are less and less social gatherings as the years pass. It'll be nice to see what the world is doing. Last Saturday I passed through the center of Helsinki and saw all the chaos which was nostalgic. For a long time I felt this need to want to be in the city, have this sense of belonging, of forgetting. Now that I'm older that need barely registers but I still feel that sting once in a while of feeling like I'm missing something important in life, and my life will pass with me not having been part of something amazing.

I bought a new t-shirt and it arrived. The whole episode of "San Junipero" sort of launched me into this mindset of missing out. It's a cool t-shirt and planning on wearing it tonight.

Been playing more "I Have No Mouth and I Must Scream". That is one bleak game. I been playing Nimdok's portion and jees, dark as fuck. The demented Nazi science shit is truely fucked up and the graphics really drive it home, it so grim I can't help but laugh a little.. The 90's was an amazing time.

I started supporting Darknet Diaries on Patreon and I should get through their back catalogue of episodes. They are full of good stuff and are always entertaining. I also go my Patreon reward from Umami which is amazing. Go a frame for it too and can't wait to put it in a place of prominence.